Donavon & Jaydon wants their friend to stay the night tonight & we have told them they need to get the house cleaned up or he can't stay. Well they haven't done anything to the house, I have gotten all of their toys in a pile & all they have to do is pick them up & put them away but I can't get them to do it it is very irritating. I have swept & mopped & got everything together so they can have him stay over but if they don't get their toys up Amy & I wont let them have their friend over.
Amy is doing really good on her meal planning she has lost 16 pounds so far she is proud of herself & she should be loosing weight is hard to do, I try to tell her not to get discourage if the scale doesn't move because you have to take other things onto account.
I don't have the will power. I have lost some more weight, if I lose much more I may need to see the doctor about it. I figured it was where I had started to drink diet soda, but I still eat about the same as I did before maybe not as much junk food but I haven't went on any diet.
Amy is afraid I am getting depressed again because of my weight lose & me wanting to stay in the bed most of the day. I just don't want to do much is all & the bed looks so inviting plus six of the thirteen medicines I am on says "can cause drowsiness" on the bottle. I counted the other day & I take 22 1/2 pills a day plus I am to check my blood twice a day, that in itself would get you down.
I don't know I don't want to do anything so maybe I am getting depressed, I have been on a high for a little while so it is about times for me to have a mood swing. I do have to say that the Depekote ER has helped with my rapid cycling. Those are a pain in the ass to deal with, one minute you are up the next you are feeling as low as can be. The only thing is when the mood changes come they come no matter what I am on but I think it helps to keep the mood swings from coming on as often.
I am thankful for the Depekote ER because I know for a fact it has helped my mood, I would get hateful & argue over some of the silliest things. Amy has told me that she was close to leaving a few times before I was put on my medicines. I know I was a jerk, my sister in law has said she can see a difference in me, she said I am nice now. I just hate that I have to be on a medication to be "normal" but I guess we do what we have to.
Here is some pictures of my boys having fun at Mcds' on our mens day out. 
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